Feb 10, 2010

Winter Wonderland?

Yesterday, February 9, 2010
There is snow everywhere!
At first I'm fasinated with how pretty in looks but then once I drive in it, I come to realize why I tend to hate it so much. See, I live on a hill and driving down the hill with snow covered all over it, is a car accident waiting to happen! Maybe I should invest in some new tires??? I think so.
The good side of all the snow is I get to leave work in 10 minutes...but then I'm back to driving in it. JOY! And it's hella crazy outside right now and I have a feeling plow trucks aren't out..since they weren't even out at 7 A.M.
Ugh, what a world.
Driving home, I had lots of troubles! I couldn't make it up a hill which was very scary for me because I did not want to have to back up all the way down and then have the fear of being hit or hiting another car, but luckily after about 10 minutes I made it up! I really hate my car. It's no fun, then Justin and I had lots of shoveling to do. Well, I shoveled, he used the snow blower. Oh! And our dog, Mykenzie decided to poop right on the driveway!!! I guess she couldn't tell where the grass was and where the driveway was seeing how everything was covered in snow! But, it kind of made me laugh.
I felt like crap yesterday...horrible cramps, I swear there no fun. But I'm sure every women has that problem. :(

Today, February 10, 2010
Yay for sleeping in!! I was so glad that I didn't have to be at work by 7 A.M. this morning. Instead, I had to be there at 9 A.M. Which gave me 2 extra hours to sleep. But since I was already awake...I had a hard time falling back asleep, so make that only an extra hour to sleep in.
Yesterday I decided not to work out at all, which really bumbed me because I was really proud of myself for dieting and exercising everyday...and then I just slipped up. Had some Little Ceasers Pizza (which made me sick) and I only did Pilates...then the next couple days went by and I skipped Taebo. I really was hoping I wouldn't get into this type of habit. I'll just have to try harder and really focus and push myself. RAWR! I'm hoping I can stick to it.

Boss just called. I get to leave work. Time to go home and do Pilates and Taebo!!


Feb 3, 2010

Day 10

It's 10:30 A.M, Wednesday morning and I'm wide awake. Work is terribly boring and although I am wide awake I can't help but close my eyes and dream about my fluffy pillow. If only I could really do that.

But instead, I'm wishing it was 3:30 so I could go home and do Pilates and Taebo. It's been taking over my thoughts, that and losing weight. There's nothing I want more than to be skinnier. That's bad for me to say, isn't it?? Unfortunately, it's how I feel and I can't ignore my feelings and those thoughts. I have a long way to go until I am down to the weight that I want to be. I'm doing this for myself, to feel beautiful. Inside and OUT! I'm being safe and healthy! This is going to be a long journey but I'm in it for the long run.

Today is day 10 of my diet. Things have been getting...better. I've lost 6 lbs and although no one can really notice...I notice. Doing Pilates has made my abs harder and stronger and Pilates is starting to get easier. It's definitely not a piece of cake nor will I ever expect it to be. Taebo is still kicking my butt but I have so much fun doing it! I made Justin leave the living room on Monday because I didn't want him to look at me like an idiot. I litterly looked like a fish. I didn't know any of the moves therefore I was jumping around, arms and legs wiggling everywhere and I was embarrassed...we've been together for 2 years now and there are certain things that I am still embarrassed to do in front of him...like workout...
On Tuesday, instead of asking him to leave the living room, he decided to do Taebo with me!! Yay for workout buddies :] Plus, that way he couldn't make fun of me because he was too busy watching the Taebo moves on the T.V. screen.

Speaking of workout buddy, I miss my best friend Laura. I hardly see her that much anymore because we both have jobs and other things going on in our lives. But I never forget to tell her that I love her or that I miss her! She knows it. I told her that I 'hit a bump' as in my weight, her awesome response, "don't lose too much weight or you'll lose your pretty curves." That girl can always make me smile, even when she's not trying.

"You're the French to my Fry"

Time for me to get back to work.