Jan 31, 2010

Full Of Life

I feel amazing. Super energized and full of life!! :]
Starting tomorrow, I have officially been on my diet for a week and I can't wait to start a new week and keep this up. I was going to slack today and give myself a break from exercising but I decided not to and am completely glad with my decision. Every time I work out I feel amazing and completely energized and ready to work out more!! But I won't do that because to much exercising will completely kill me. I always feel like jello afterwords and look all funny walking around because my legs always seem to want to collapse on me. It's some funny stuff. I think I might buy an elliptical or treadmill, most likely a treadmill because it gives me the option of walking or running. 
Last night I confronted Justin about something he said while we were at his parents house. He was talking about my dieting and exercising and said he doesn't think it was safe for me eating few calories with the amount of working out I do. And for some reason it just hurt my feelings. I didn't want him announcing to his family that I am dieting and exercising. I just wish he would have confronted me in private. At the end of it all I ended up feeling ashamed for what I am doing, when I am doing it to feel good about myself. But he apologized...which he didn't have to even do. I just want him to be there for me while I am doing this! Which is he. He's amazing, most wonderful guy ever. I couldn't imagine my life without him. I am so blessed to have him in my life.
Anyways, time for me to finish up laundry and get some other house chores done. Not to mention Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants is on. One of the best movies ever!


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