I work full-time, exactly fourty hours.
Monday - Friday.
And every morning, I have to drop Laila off at my mom's house or the other sitters.
And every morning, I cry.
I feel like I shouldn't be leaving my daughter for 9 hours a day.
Nor do I want to.
I hate walking away from her. I should be the one taking care of her.
What if I miss something BIG?! I'll be devestated.
I've been really struggling with this and everybody tells me it gets easier but it's hasn't. It's been getting harder.
I just want my baby :[