It's Friday again. Which meannnss...Friday Confessions! Woot Woot.
Not that I have a lot to confess or anything juicy.
*Remember in my last Friday Confessions I confessed I hadn't shaved my legs in weeks. Well, I still haven't shaved them.
*I won't drive anywhere unfamilar. It terrifies me and I have a panic attack while driving. I have to get over this if I want to go places besides West Bend, Jackson, Slinger, Menomonee Falls, Germantown or Hartford.
*I can't stand seeing myself naked. For reallss...I'm disgusted.
*I've been having horrible thoughts while driving alone with Laila at night. I constantly have this feeling that something scary is going to happen to the both of us. Like get hit by a car or stranded on the side of the road.
*My heart breaks everyday when I have to drop Laila off at the sitters or my moms. I just want to cry. I should not be leaving my daughter at such a young ago but Justin and I need two incomes.
*I've been wearing the same jeans almost everyday. I just can't fit into anything else.
*AND when I wash those ones, I have to wear my maternity jeans. Soo sad.
*Pumping every 2 hours = Break time from work = HEAVEN!
*I have a sick obsession with lotions, sprays, undies bras and fuzzy socks. You can never have too many.
*I hate hate hate formula. The smell of it almost made me puke the other day.
*Still no birth control ... or condoms. Not a good idea.
*I've been pumping about 8 ounces a day for Laila. That's 2 bottles and she has anywhere between 6-8 bottles. I wish this process would just hurry up but I need to be patient. Some days I feel like a failure though, but I have no intentions to stop pumping or trying to get Laila to latch.
*I was prescribed anti-depressants but haven't taken them. And ever since I started re-lactating, I've been much happier. It's amazing.
That's all for now, Folks!
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2 lovely comments:
lol I only have one pair of jeans that fit me too and I can't justify buying a new pair that fits because I keep telling myself it would be a waste because I am gonna loose weight! Yup I'm in denial! Also, that Enfamil Gentle Ease really smells awful! Rylin wouldn't even drink a drop of it, not even mixed with breast milk. We put her on Similac soy and she loves and and it smells WAY better (kinda sweet smelling.)
shaving is such a pain in the ass.
i hate driving anywhere i've never been too!
it's scary!
there's nothing wrong with collecting things that make you happy and feel good about yourself! :)
that's so great that you're making progress with your breast feeding.
& that's so great that you're happy med-free
:)
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